Friday, August 29, 2008

not surprise


F i n a l l y
and
F i n a l l y
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

i've took a measurement.!

i loss weight~!
ahaHaAAhaaa....... totally happieeeeee enuf for this..
gurls marr . . .
@ almost half year ago i was like 44kg. but, i m now in 39.6kg.

" half year " =)
ee yeap. maybe jx bcz da stupiak stress-ness, illness, loneliness, plus 失恋 mk me to bcome thinner.. owhhh.. * thanks *
but, i told u... when u stare at me u can see dat i am still fat too. hahaaaa. cz, i enjoy eating owes... i love those high-calories food. i vy love sweet stuff, oily food .... i can eat alot lotss.
aihhh! i dun wanna to be gettin fat agn lah. hmmm
should be work harder as well... to maintain in a gud shape n size body. lols !

i duwan chubby face. i duwan lil stomach felio...
owwww ~ wanna to be sexy to be leng lui ........ ahaha.
because i am me.





hope :
i wish.. to be growin taller than now =X
i wish .... that i can recover faster.
hmmmm...

Thursday, August 28, 2008

sick babee


* i seldom wearin dress okay... ahaa. *
ish. childish-pic-poser !! eiiyerR..

yupz, the yogitree @ Garden
* sweet stuff !
ya... tQ. *
hmmm
owww. pale face... i hate sick.

hate thursday.

September ...
will be startin my freakin fcukin spm trial examination soon.
i'm stressful enuf. homework banyak wehh..
headache. faint lahh ...
and rain mk me so so sick rite now.
lack of sleep... headache.. faint. plus over depend coffee so... plus gastric..
fever T.T
ill. grrrrrR ~ ofcz sick lah.
unfeelin well. owwwww~ so sick ...
*cry cry*i wan a huggies*baobao*
..hmmm..
fcking hate it hate it hate it........ k!
i cant even open my eyes now.
tired. sienz99. fever.. plus hungryyyyyyyyy.
sickness, illness
leave me far far far away pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. . .
aiyerR! leave me.
aihh!
aiihhhhhhhhhh~!

i miss you ... i miss you ... i miss you ...

i miss my gurl.. i miss ppl huggies me up.. hmmm. i were miss gai gai too.. i miss shopping.. i miss clubbing.. i miss egg tart.. i miss choc-cheese cake.. i miss double cheese burger.. i miss seafood tomyam.. i miss shabu shabu steamboat.. i miss ice bleaded fruit juice.. i miss birdnest.. i miss j-co donuts. i miss redbox.. i miss shopping.. i damn miss cinema.. i miss mega sales.. i miss mph bookstore.. i miss coffee.. i miss starbucks.. i miss hot greentea latte... i miss the coffee bean.. i miss the iced mocha latte add on cream wif choc chips.. i miss SUSHI.. i miss hot chocolate.. i miss chocolate indulgence cake.. i miss nice lemak.. i miss mashpotato.. i miss da roadside loklok.. i miss korean food.. i miss swimming pool.. i miss euphoria.. i miss barcelona.. i miss poppy.. i miss genting highland. i miss pizza.. i miss french toast.. i miss smirnoff.. i miss haagen daez ice cream.. i miss mango dessert.. i miss gary kim seafood baked-cheese-rice plus the milo-iced-blended.. i miss lots of sweet cake stuff.. i miss chocolate fondue..
" an apple a day keeps doctor away...k ?! "

slurps.. jx bcz patientlotsa thing miss lotsa food ... haha. i still love spicy food oilly food sweet stuf. =X bcoz i am me. hmmm but, please illness leave far far far from me... i duwan so suffer fr all these illness. i can't to be sick at this moment.. *pray harder* i dowan met doctor.. emm yaya.. i was oso missing my grandma alots.. hahaaa i miss da souveiner.. i miss my auntie all too.. hahahaa.

sumtin funny goes on us at clazroom today.. hehee.
" ying, i am not pregnant lahh! ahahaa..."
vomit jx.....cause of mine gastric illness k =/
used it. speechlesss. hahhaa.
THE only funniest loveable happiest claz,
our 5SiG. ( form5, Super-Intelligent-Genius claz)
muahahahaaaaa. =X


p/s: laziee on msn recently. unfeelin well. sorieee guys... see ya
erm yaya,
ah Loooooon .... whr's da fotos~~~? sob.
hmmm
~

Monday, August 25, 2008

happy? i'm jx bear-ing for da pain .. my life ~

dearest, Annie
.. happieeee 20th burfday..
thx.. u guys brought me happiee day =)



2day! monday sux. ugrrR!
i nvr went sch today. cz havin da worst gastric illness agn. plus sufferin fr my eyepain. plus dis morning rainning heavily so. . . absent to school.


in hard life. i protect myself jx to prevent da bullies agn frm others. i got to faced my life depend at my own. i am kinda in a vy bad mood recently..... i am jx too weak. ish...
unhappiee days !


sigh.
there is no reason for living with a brokened heart. its a long hard fight. try to learn to care for each othe. to trust in one n another right from da ways When da moment in l o v e
.... .....

ehmm ya.. i hv flw my gals headed out sunway laz sunday.

errR .. mrng hv flw my bestie hc to subang parade.
walk around. n i bought annie cupcakes...

afte met with my gals then we headed out togete went to Redbox at da noon... heheee. had da greatest moment wif u guys. we sang lots oldies song.. muahaha. we dancing dancing all around.. took our lunch togete. annie burfday, we sang song blow candle eat cupcake. snap picturess... so sweet! ahahaaa.. play games afte dat . . . haha. yeap, we love Daytona.. been a long long time i nvr play it too. aww... so nice when wif u all. i wan it agn... nx time okies? =) den havin dessert along at Asian avenue togete... reach da night, havin a celebration all togete fr our dearest annie's burfday at Friday as dinner.. kkz.. wat a sweeeeeeeet memorable day. thx ya gurls =)
they really brought me lots of fun~ thx.
orhh ya... tq so so muchiee to Albert fr fetchin me bk. tQ lerr!

( 0pss, da fotos was still with da Loon's camera. aihs..... will update soon. k. see ya~ )

stll lotsa story happened at da day. it's great! hmmm ..
heyaa.. lazy typin long articles here ..

yups ... it was great n i think i was enjoyed da whole day!
agn thx .. i'll vy miss u allllllll yar, my dearest ..... muasxz.

okie until here. tired, nites.. byeeeee



Annie 20th burfday.


gals love camera. camera loves gals.
muacx ..

Friday, August 22, 2008

.... 蓝苹果


你问在我心中是否还苦恼

那次受伤否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照我一切都好
一个人不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在(这个)世界上一定会遇到
对的人 出现(在眼角)
那次流过的泪让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要是一种对照
能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候我就算已经准备好
放手再去爱 海阔天高
我会更美好




out of mood !

the besties.
i am da right side one's..


ee yeap ...
i went these place when i was freaking


mood bad. moody. moodless!

i doesnt have a gud mood recently.
i hate my life rite now.
hahaa? i'm jx prentending to be happie!
well, i jx know to hide everytin.
f*ck it. urgghh...
depressed. hmmm.
...dance...

hahaa wehh, i jx cannot drunk ~!


heheee..
high heel jx so sux k. =P
opss =X
my pic owes look so qi sin.. right? ^^
- da ladiess -
warmful enuf, sweating. lols
i ain't a clubber lah.
hehe.
spot da mirror behind.

oh~ ladies..
yeap, myself. me. i. she. her.
pRue.
my fake smile k!
the unhappie days .....
jx so heart my curly wavey hair
hate me dislike me.. fuck off pls !
don't cha stick togete with me k..

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

the 20 th

20th it's was jx a really vy vy special date for me.

没错。今天是二十号了 ...
hahaaa.. 时间过得有够快....不,是.. 很快很快。
每个月的这一天..... 哈哈~ 都对我来说....
uhmm 意义大咯!也是一个月内最意义非凡的一天!
以前每一个月的今天我都会过得很特别,很开心。很幸福小女人?........ 啊哈哈~ 对啦 也曾有过一段小幸福的日子,没错.. 是以前, 通通也已经深深住在我的心底了。。我只想留下 开心的回忆 罢了okie.... 也许我们实在太多遗憾 太多不愉快。 一直向后退不出回忆。只想留下我们的快乐 真正属于我们的回忆。。我只想留下它们然后 好好将它们保管好。
虽然不是完美的 但我与你曾经却拥有过所有美丽的20th。都很ok了;要自足!
我会好好过我不要你化成我的背影 我没有完美的恋爱 我不敢相信真爱 我把很多东西隐藏在心内 因为曾经为爱憔悴 我装作很坚强似的 都只不过为了要掩饰我懦弱的一... 不想身边的都为我担心。 那就只是我的外壳。我内心真的很弱 很害怕被伤害,被背叛。
对。 早知道伤心总是难免的 我们 又何必一往情深 因为爱情总是难舍难分 ... 何必在意那一点点温存 ...
收拾回忆,让他过去...... *不哭不哭* 得空偶尔可以想想他就好。别要自己再难过。。我要活得更愉快更充实更甜蜜!!
因为.......
他曾说过..... 我是最独特的
=D
不要活在过去 .... 不快乐的事, 总有一天会远远的离我而去...
不要觉得我爱了不该爱的人。因为他也曾给过我快乐的..... 谢谢你让我走了
走... 得更好了。
我会找回属于我,不是短暂的,而是真正的笑容,我真正要得开心。。
要多疼我一些 =)


very cute right? i it =)
he did for me the V's present. handmade de k ....

okok i know we are sweet =)
i see u then u see me .. okok i know we are jx too sweet..

* thx *

hehe dis is wat a gf job when their bf was drivin.
he driving ma .. i snap shot all around la.
hehe. ignore the text thr.
yaya ... kenko bring us sweetness smile at da day =)

fishy.. fishy .. heheee i will rmbr ur every bites at my foot

20th of may. the memorable kenko. i will rmbr u.
errr .. we'll rmbr Munkit too =)


yaya ... we draw it ..
i just vy vy love beach k =D


( okkies .. 还有 很多很多很多 memorable的 .. 哈哈。够了我不想要再炫耀 我跟他的sweet 了。哈哈 later Ants bite ... don't jealous k. alright .... shall wished ... 天下有情人终成眷属. appreciate ur love. bb)

Monday, August 18, 2008

my weekend



Saturday.

i cries until fallen into sleep laz nite.. i am vy pity k. buddy acpny me sms comfort me da nite. i was reli kinda sad. aih. don cry anymore. read my bloggies below u may know whats goin on with my innoncent tears. i woke up very early in da morning today... cuz cant sleep well la. and actuali had planning to go sunway find up annie n head out togete to kl.. but, she edi gt a date with her coll mates. and at da laz i got activities too. so, may cancel le lur

noon.
went Shangri-la Hotel, kl to hv a high tea with my aunt at da noon.
nice ~ ~

enjoyed maself thr. enjoyed lunch... enjoyed eating too ... =)

then headed out Pavilion shopping around. weekend ma...gaigai laa. love there much. was bought sum ladies stuff.. laziee list it out about what i've bought la...don ask me.

back, tired.

evening.
hv a date at Titi, eye on m'sia. sweet date. emuahs. nice memories .... hahaaa.. 对, 恐怖耶.. 我就是有点怕高! hahaa .... i afraid of high. stupid? watch out fireworks thou... nice, lucky ones. ^^ romantic dao ~whoaaaa . . . 幸福小女人

night.
received a fon called from Jay .... he reached airport. he went oversea agn. so good la u .... tk aeroplane fly over here n there every month... enjoy ya, son. owhh yeap, thx everytin... ee yeap, i will take gud care fr maself. u too .......all da best for ur job ;)


5am ...... gosh!
stop here.
- bedtime. gudnites darling -




on my way



my life ... enjoyed eating everywhr. gain weight soooon!
Rofl .. i loveee RAW food ! 0yster... tell u i can finished all !

yupss.. greedyness. i pick all my fav dessert ... i loveeee sweet stuff !

wash roooom .......


muahahahh... Shiseido weird eyebrow do. okies, i know... ZzZz wat da fuak! its horrible. i am not western stylo. i prefer i did it my self ~ =P

shoes. Nose, pavilion.
shoooooooppinggggg ...

gurls, must hv a try fr this. lovable cosmetic. Shiseido Maquillage eye cosmetic. Estee perfume.
ee yeap.. ajak me when shopp pavilion. voucherss discount =P
Lastly ... enjoyed my date to havin a ride at feeris wheel. eye on m'sia. muaxss, tQ.

sweeeeeet memoriessss. bye ..

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Prue : tears remind me everything.

yaa .. i cry easily! so what ...
我就是容易落泪。。怎样?

很鬼死的生气。。跟妈咪吵架!
昨晚陪妈逛街.
on the way 回家时, 在车上跟她聊起天... 我们聊关于:我的大学,钱.. 很烦的topic的啦, mumi, i've told u my everytin. please unstnd me. n sorry mumi. u are still my good mumi ! 我不因该这样。i cried. 对, 我就是容易落泪。。怎样!是,最近我都爱乱花钱。哈?放心了,我会检点些。i'll spend my money wisely k.

妈,
我不会要去Australia读的!我也不会要读A-level!我没可能进U! owwwwwwwwww. 烦!

对,我就是爱反抗的。第一天认识我?但。对不起.... 不该跟你吵的~ 因为你是我妈 ^^
*is tooooooooo lateeee to apologize* 我当然不敢去跟她say sorriee 啦,哈哈. 我固执。i will fight for my right..! 我是真的很气。。从车上我就已经忍着眼泪了叻。*还真的忍到很辛苦下* 吵到最后到家了还在跟她吵。眼泪直接狂飘。我哭了... yaya .. i owes drop tears de la.. like 演哭戏!唉,你是最看得透我心的人,你懂吗!但你怎么突然这样不了解我?心痛!烦!唉~ 讲真的。。有时妈真得很体贴了就连我作了些叛逆的事情。。她明明就猜得出来但还却争一只眼闭一眼。也没有什么骂我叻。妈,你要知道我也不笨的,我会知道你想什么。sorieee .. but, i still can catch ur mind.

烦。。
是!我就是爱哭!爱哭~ 做人难。yaya.. i always thinking negetively position. 放心。我会更坚强,我要活得更快乐,我还要学习很多东西,生活还得更加倍充实。。讲真的啦,人再 怎么坚强,也都有脆弱的一面 .... 我算很好了我也不是 动不动就哭 假扮可怜那种人!我落泪都有我合理的理由k .. 加上现在哭都只有好友的声音或肩膀借以陪伴。然后我就会往他们身上抱怨,诉苦。他们偶尔会提提我骂骂我。 哈哈。也没有像以前那样sweet 不开心有我的 bf 爱护把我给抱着在他胸怀里然后安慰我抚摸着我叫: 把不开心哭出来。但就是没有了那种feel。哎呀,没事了 i am fine。 因为我是女人! 女人就是爱哭,因为我们感情丰富~ 而且我们不隐瞒我们的情绪,要哭就哭。 但是!用眼泪在人家面前假扮可怜,勃同情的那种危险人物不算k ...

对, 讲回我的以前。。我就是很容易在我的男朋友面前落泪...
傻瓜。
那时候,我哭 我男朋友会问我,为什么你哭?? 我就只回答,讲 "不懂,我没事! " then, 他就突然 get mad 起来!要哄我又不懂怎样哄,连要骂我又怕自己心疼。 真是的。 我们女人其实不难搞。男人应该要学会去了解女人。不要说女人很难了解, 很无理取闹... 或者blame shit 我们女人很情绪化。 有时候 女孩不是那么的小孩 只是心里的无奈只需要你来给关怀。有时候情侣之间吵架... 事情过后,要是我的男人跟我讲一句 "sorry.. i love u my dear" 我告诉你,我什么都会气消!

做女人永远都那么可怜。。女人不易做。我们落泪他们会有时还会不爽。。哈哈。又哭什么? "没事! " then, 有时会被男人批评我们无理取闹, 自私,霸道。男人? 爱面子laa... 男人只会爱自己出去玩.. 他们爱dota!宁愿迟迟不睡觉不回家。。都要玩。我们女人... 关心?who care? 担心? 在家里等咯。谁? 自私,霸道...? 等什么? 等男朋友平安回家后call给我啦,等男朋友sms 跟我讲 "babe, i got bk home. etc" 啦... 等男朋友回到家可以陪我聊下 before我睡觉。。因为女人爱听见男人跟她们讲 "good night, babe...cover up blanket tightly...even 给一个kiss, etc.." before她们睡觉.. ishhh .... 有时牺牲睡眠,然后好不容易等到差不多他们到家的时间了。。。很开心。以为可以跟他来chit chat, sweet一下。但是?"sleep earlier lah.. anytin we chat tmr. i wan slp edi, gudnite. etc.. " 你生气?男人 blame shit 你不体贴~ 心里不爽?想哭。。他们又会再blame shit你。吵架。。觉得男人不了解你?你心痛?你哭? 他们骂叫你不要像小孩....
哈哈我没有正在装可怜咯. i just told everytin and i stand for my right =) 我就是酱。(我们女人就是如此幼稚)我就是像baby那样幼稚爱被男朋友sayang... 让男人有着一种...都会觉得很想靠近我保护我的感觉。跟你讲我外表有时看起来cool 但是我很喜欢"嗲"我的bf。hahaa. really, thats truth!

7月14

busy recently .. n i am kinda black laz few day, sui de. but everytin its goin okie rite now. my holiday start!
yeah! *jumpjump* dis is da laz holis laz laz time fr me to enjoy.. yeap laz.. SPM trial is soon.
7月14 muahhaha.... ghost festival lea ..

orh yar .. i saw a blog frm my fren's blogspot dat day .. he wrote about me. whoaa. u owes ban cool de cant imagine u will wrote dat lea, great.

omg omg..... touch my heart. yaya.. i admit sumtime i was reli over loh sor to u .. hehe. Prue aka Mom! lols. hye, da thg u wrote really felt gandong 2me =) thx .. hehee.. headed out with my guys laz nite... they pick me out at da Ghost-festival nite. hehe.. *pray pray, respect* then, hv a meet with my gals at Gary kim, Sunway ... owh, sowieee ah wei n annie, let u gal wait me. *apologize* aih.. paiseh paiseh. whoaa long time no see .. i miss u two. annie got a new curl curl hair n with a simple make up at laz nite .. pretty nice. love u... n Wei, she look reli busy fr her college thingy laz few day. . . til now i oni gt a chance to met her up. hmm n now she got to bk hometown soon aihh. i cant see u agn fr da whole week holiday. at da 1st me n wei, plannin to hv a lil simple burfday celebration fr our dearest annie .. hehe her burfday is sooner 24/8 .. but, we decide celebrate earlier fr her. so had bought her da cupcakes n sang burfday song fr her durin laz nite.. she get da twice times burfday songs. owww sweet huh. 1st of all .. is jz our 3gals sound .. we sing quickly n softly .. cz we *paisehh.* hehe. well, afte that my fwens cumin to Gary kim ..so mix up da 4 guys afte that. so had da 2nd round, we sing agn da burfday song.. loudly ones!! best wishes fr u, annie. must smile owes k =) although her burfday still 10days to go. but wish yaa happie okies ;D emuahss .. happie burfday!

ladies night. off to BarCelona with my fwens afte tht.. lols .
. . yeap, agn da same word.. not reli a nice club meaa. gosh.. lala, crowded, sweating plc .. but i enjoyed dancing *wink* muahahaa . . . yea, i know i am a good dancer! *paisehh self praisin* muaahahha .. hye i am still good gal de ;P


annie the burfday gurlthe sollar energy baby ultraman for Annie =)
barcelona ..


( sowiiee, da rest picha at was with my fren. shall upload ltr )

Monday, August 11, 2008

缘。


我不配


这街上太拥挤 
太多人有秘密 
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪 
在还原那场雨 
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿 
又斑驳了几句 
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅 
隔遥远的距离 
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你 
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉 已经不对 我努力在挽回
一些些 应该 体贴的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴 许的 愿望很卑微 在妥协
是我忽略 你(我) 只不过要人陪

这感觉 已经不对 我最后才了解
一页页 不忍翻阅的情节 
你好累
你默背 为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴
我心碎 你受罪 你的美 
我不配

结束

什么都不想
什么都不要
不要不要..不要了!!
累了累了.....
爱得很累很累了 !!
蛋挞蛋挞,
我, 好想你!!
自寻烦恼. 走开. 走开.
晚餐我也不要了... 我宁愿饿一下. 走开!!



劝自己该要放手
闭上眼睛让你走.
走开 . . .

Saturday, August 09, 2008

work hard. stay strong. manage well. loves more. expect more. cries less. stay cool.
LOVE

Friday, August 08, 2008

stand by me

恶梦刚把我给惊醒, 恐怖 ;"( 悄悄地走了下来楼下原本想要call, 要你陪陪我....
但你一定是在熟睡中吧, 一定很累.. 就不打扰你了. 下了来楼下 倒了杯热水 静静的 on了电脑
.... 又部落去了. (此时, 真的好像好像要个抱抱) 但, 唉 ~

忙碌的你,

多观察我吧 ...
我不是你想象中的那种
“任性” , " 执著" , "贪玩 " 的
曾经的伤害. 没有了信任. 我心灵的寂寞你又懂吗?

我一直都在好好爱你,
你是否又了解吗?

olympic08'


Beijing Olympic '08. One world, One dream.
the bird nest Stadium. lols ^^

八月八日零八年。 晴。

第29届 北京 奥林匹克运动会开幕典礼!
2008 Beijing Olympic.
;D luv sports! it is cool okies ~

Prue: whoaaa .. 开心过每一天 okies?! no worries lar ... everything will be goes vy fine.